At Last

I will die by the hands of mankind,
Who spit and splutter and stare.
I will die by the hands of those who watch,
Those who have no mercy to spare.

I will lose my mind with the help of the world:
Sanity will not let me win.
Shall I stay sane, I will not last long,
I will drown in the vast seas of sin.

I will die in a pool of vomit,
Deliberately made to be brave.
They will force me to drown, they will force me to fight,
They will victor and cheer at my grave.

And at last, I will be forgotten:
My final wish fulfilled.
My dream to be lost, to be endlessly lost
After all my blood has been spilled.